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Friday, August 27, 2010

I got a call from my doc today.
The very, very good PET scan I had on Monday showed decreased hyper metabolic areas everywhere when compared to previous examinations.
I still have a tumor at the aortic bifurcation, but it is in an area safe enough to discuss cutting back my chemo therapy.
Originally when I decided to treat my cancer as chronic I'd envisioned periods of rest, with NO CHEMO.
This isn't the same vision my doc had.
The options we're now discussing are between a half dose of velbam every two weeks or every month.
When I was on the phone, I was ambivalent.
Now, I'm pretty confident I'm up for the once a month dose.
I'm exhausted.
I've slept all morning, every morning, since monday.
I don't want to have to do that every other weeks.
Luckily I have been able to enjoy my evening.
Thank God for small favors.

2 comments:

  1. It's me, HILLARY, with BAD NEWS. My access codes have been taken over! I can't log in. DAMMIT. Who would want to high jack my space?! I'll write when this is worked out.

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  2. How dare they. Hopefully a snafu...tech! Yes..I am sure you are experiencing depression...people who go through a .01 amount less than you have depression. It is Ok to indulge a little ( in my book) and then distract yourself with something positive. Enjoy the brownies..you go girl. Remember one little bite will do it..Love ! Deb W.(VRH)

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