I have some energy now!
I'm still tired, don't get me wrong. I could curl up in a ball and sleep any second.
That's just the way life goes after pheresis.
The day I do treatment and the day after are sleep days whether or not I get a boost of two pints of blood to improve my hemoglobin and hematocrit.
I'm also short of breath, which seems backwards to me.
My dyspnea gets worse close to treatment, but then it gets better, thank goodness.
Confession time:
I've been losing my love of writing.
It's been a shore to sit at the computer recently.
I may take a break.
I don't know. I'm feeling a little confused about exactly what I'm supposed to be doing.
I don't think I'm putting in the effort I should.
Maybe things will change when X gets back to school next week.
I would miss you if you didn't write regularly, but I can certainly understand if it's becoming more of a chore than a pleasure. You need to do whatever is best for you and the rest of us will just have to "like it or lump it"!!
ReplyDeleteHugs!
Alanna