Falling

I did it. The first time ever, really. I fell. I stood up quickly from the couch. I made it to the island. I hollered for help but all I heard was j holler back. I didn't sense help was coming, though obviously it was, so instead of sitting myself safely on the floor and lying down, which would have been an admission of my body being in control, I somehow, don't remember, got my coconut h20 to take my meds before flinging myself into my bedroom where everything is soft and safe. But its not. I passed out. Hit my shin on the bedframe. Now I'm in bed. Maybe I need to be admitted to get over this hurdle. I haven't gotten any supportive care like fluids. I'm taking supplements, but its all pills. I need to get my strength before considering chemo. Tomorrow I'm calling my local doc, maybe dr A about my GVHD. I should have a specialist. That's how I've conquered gvhd so far, mb that needs to happen again.
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